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Daizy
True Blue Farmgirl
    
992 Posts
Daizy
Talladega
Alabama
USA
992 Posts |
Posted - Apr 14 2015 : 06:24:28 AM
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Hay there, sweet Farmgirl Sisters,
I have been in a dark place lately....confused....out of sorts....wondering.....whatever you want to call it. I have not been on my computer so have not checked in on emails or here on MJF. I have not completed a few swaps and have disappointed several of you. I am hoping that I have made a turn and can get back to a better ME !!! Ya'll are my inspiration, my family, and I am disappointed in myself for disappointing ya'll. I am trying to finish all my swaps and clear my desk of many issues. I need to keep moving forward so I can stay out of the dark. I am so very sorry.
Today is a new day !!!
Hugs and prayers, Daizy #1093 Poor House Farmgirl Chapter {A virtual chapter open to everyone.} A good day is when you find ALL your ear tags! I wonder how my cows would like my Farmgirl apron?? www.poorhouseparadise.blogspot.com |
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YellowRose
True Blue Farmgirl
    
7263 Posts

Sara
Paris
TX
USA
7263 Posts |
Posted - Apr 14 2015 : 07:57:55 AM
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Daisy I got my arms around you and I am praying that you will feel the Lord's arms around you too.
I've been where you have been and where you are now. One of the things I learned after going through darkness and coming out on the other side is that it did me no good to dwell on it.
Yes, take stock of what happen & scream at it if you want to; the time that has gone by; how it affected you; but then let it go! Let it go so you can breath in the light and live in the here & now.
Think on your blessings and work on what needs to be changed. All the while love yourself ~~~ yes love yourself and be good to you. Part of healing is accepting you ~~~ the entire you ~~~ halos & warts ~~~ once you accept you and embrace her you are then and only then are you on the road to recovery.
May the Lord bless & keep you. May you feel the love and understanding of all your FarmGirl friends. We ~me~ are here for you.
Have a blessed day, Sara FarmGirl Sister #6034 8/25/14 Lord put your arm around my shoulders and your hand over my mouth.
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hudsonsinaf
True Blue Farmgirl
    
3162 Posts

Shannon
Rozet
Wyoming
USA
3162 Posts |
Posted - Apr 14 2015 : 08:09:44 AM
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Oh Sweet Miss Daizy! I think many of us can empathize! I have finally learned that when I start to "shut down" and not want o correspond to my e-mails or on MJF, I need to get on here even more often!!! But that is just me. Know that I too am wrapping my arms around you lovingly and will be praying for you!
~ Shannon
http://hudson-everydayblessings.blogspot.com/ |
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notathreatinsight
True Blue Farmgirl
    
626 Posts
Erin
Monroeville
IN
USA
626 Posts |
Posted - Apr 14 2015 : 10:08:55 AM
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Daizy, we've all been there! We always judge ourselves the hardest don't we? You know all of us here are a forgiving and loving bunch. :) I got your thank you card a little while ago, and it really brightened my day! I'll be praying for you as well. You couldn't be in better company for support than here.
Erin Farmgirl #3762
"It is... through the world of the imagination which takes us beyond the restrictions of provable fact, that we touch the hem of truth." - Madeleine L'Engle
http://www.etsy.com/shop/femmepostale/ http://www.pinterest.com/femmepostale/ |
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Song Sparrow
True Blue Farmgirl
    
1010 Posts
Amy
Talleyville
Delaware
USA
1010 Posts |
Posted - Apr 14 2015 : 11:22:20 AM
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Hi Daizy, Whatever your troubles are remind yourself now and again that everything changes sooner or later. That every new day is full of potential for a million blessings. That you have a barnyard full of sister chicks who send love and prayers. That you are beautiful and perfect just the way God made you! {{Hugs!}}
Amy
In every life there is a story, in every story there is a song.
www.danaherandcloud.com
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Bear5
True Blue Farmgirl
    
13055 Posts
Louisiana/Texas
USA
13055 Posts |
Posted - Apr 17 2015 : 10:52:57 AM
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Daizy, my prayers to you. Keep us posted. Marly
"It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth- and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up- that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had." Elisabeth Kurler-Ross |
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AdeleHale
Farmgirl in Training
 
31 Posts
Jennifer
Columbus
Georgia
31 Posts |
Posted - Apr 17 2015 : 12:24:08 PM
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Thinking about you, sweetheart. |
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Daizy
True Blue Farmgirl
    
992 Posts
Daizy
Talladega
Alabama
USA
992 Posts |
Posted - Apr 18 2015 : 08:50:08 AM
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Thanks...ya'llare sooo sweet. This is the first time I have had to come back and check in. The week was long but I kept looking for Saturday. And I made it !!! I hope all is well everyone. I will spend several hours tonight trying to catch up. Always look forward .
Hugs and prayers, Daizy #1093 Poor House Farmgirl Chapter {A virtual chapter open to everyone.} A good day is when you find ALL your ear tags! I wonder how my cows would like my Farmgirl apron?? www.poorhouseparadise.blogspot.com |
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churunga
True Blue Farmgirl
    
3977 Posts

Marie
Minneapolis
MN
USA
3977 Posts |
Posted - Apr 18 2015 : 09:43:16 AM
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Daisy, I am so proud of you. Sometimes all you can do is keep on keeping on.
Marie, Sister #5142 Farmgirl of the Month May 2014
Try everything once and the fun things twice. |
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farmmilkmama
True Blue Farmgirl
    
2027 Posts
Amy
Central MN
USA
2027 Posts |
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forgetmenot
True Blue Farmgirl
    
3602 Posts
Judith
Nora Springs
IA
USA
3602 Posts |
Posted - May 08 2015 : 7:21:39 PM
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Daizy, I'm so glad to hear from you! Coming back from the other side is such a breath of fresh air! Hugs! Have been there and back many times over the years. I'm now wondering if I may join the Poor House Chapter? I will send you my info. Take good care of yourself, dear sister.
Farmgirl sister #3926
"Courage is not the absence of fear, but the belief that something is more important than fear." Ambrose Red Moon |
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ceejay48
Farmgirl Legend/Schoolmarm/Sharpshooter
    
13719 Posts

CeeJay (CJ)
Dolores
Colorado
USA
13719 Posts |
Posted - May 09 2015 : 2:31:31 PM
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Daizy, I too can empathize! I'm in a similar spot now and it is difficult! Life has a way of throwing so many "hiccups" in the way, but I'm trying to grow in God's grace and respond as He would have me to . . . learning the lessons he has for me along the way. Hang in there . . praying for you! CJ
..from the barefoot farmgirl in SW Colorado...sister chick #665. 2010 Farmgirl Sister of the Year Mother Hen: FARMGIRLS SOUTHWEST HENHOUSE
my aprons - http://www.facebook.com/FarmFreshAprons
living life - www.snippetscja.blogspot.com
from my heart - www.fromacelticheart.blogspot.com
from my hubby - www.aspenforge.blogspot.com |
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Bonnie Ellis
True Blue Farmgirl
    
2474 Posts

Bonnie
Minneapolis
Minnesota
USA
2474 Posts |
Posted - May 09 2015 : 7:16:53 PM
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I'm praying on you Daisy and all who are in this spot. God bless.
grandmother and orphan farmgirl |
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CindyG
True Blue Farmgirl
   
293 Posts

Cindy
Fairfax
VA
USA
293 Posts |
Posted - Jul 15 2015 : 4:38:29 PM
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Recognizing what is going on/ awareness of the problem puts you well ahead in terms of finding solutions. I hope things are going well.
I am off on a major journey to a wellness-related I hate to say resort, but spa sounds just as bad and camp sounds like the beginning of a cheesy horror movie. Two weeks away from home and family in hopes of jump starting a leap out of what I consider to be the category of "Well That's Just Life" in terms of family stress, marital stress, cortisol toxic soup, menopause assault on the body, etc. Pretty much what life hands all of us, right? I know I am beyond blessed to have this opportunity, and I plan to make the very most of it.
If I get any wonderful insights into how handle all this stuff, trust me - I'll be sharing! Cindy |
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