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star-schipp
True Blue Farmgirl
942 Posts
Starletta
Middletown
Indiana
USA
942 Posts |
Posted - Oct 25 2011 : 10:25:19 AM
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I have been away for several months and there are sisters out there that owe swaps/barters/dollars to.....please email me with the particulars of what I owe to you and I will make good on my agreements. I have spent the last several months suffering with depression and my life has slowly been unraveling. I had no idea that depression could be so debilitating or so far reaching into every corner of my life. I have sought treatment --although I have to admit that recovery has been very slow in coming and my days are still quite dark. I realize that one of the things I did in my illness was to absolutely shut out every opportunity for communication from anyone. To those I neglected - especially my penpal Sheila - I am sorry. I have so missed getting farmgirl mail and - though it will be on a much smaller scale - I am looking forward to getting back in touch with everyone.
If you can't feed one hundred people, then just feed one. -Mother Teresa
Star - farmgirl sister #1927
Master Food Preserver |
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Penny Wise
True Blue Farmgirl
1903 Posts
Margo
Elyria
OH
USA
1903 Posts |
Posted - Oct 25 2011 : 11:04:29 AM
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welcome back to the farm! we have no outstanding swaps, etc--so don't worry about me! be good to you-depression is hard to live with - btdt! and some days it is just HARD! big hugs!
Farmgirl # 2139 proud member of the Farmgirls of the Southwest Henhouse ~*~ counting my pennies and biding my time; my dreams are adding up!~*~ |
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Marcy
True Blue Farmgirl
2701 Posts
Marcy
Tiverton
Rhode Island
USA
2701 Posts |
Posted - Oct 25 2011 : 11:23:17 AM
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You don't owe me anything either. But I am sending you warm hugs. I am glad that you are starting to feel better. I deal with depression as well and it can be very hard. Know that you are not alone and if there is anything at all that I can do, know that I am here.
hugs Marcy
Farmgirl #170
Since you get more joy out of giving joy to others, you should put a good deal of thought into the happiness that you are able to give...Eleanor Roosevelt
http://marcysworldofcreativity.blogspot.com/
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beekeepersgirl
True Blue Farmgirl
1423 Posts
Luanne
Cresco
PA
USA
1423 Posts |
Posted - Oct 25 2011 : 11:48:49 AM
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Hi Star -
Great to see you back again - I'm so sorry about the bad time you have been having. I'll e-mail you.
Hugs, Luanne
beekeepersgirl #691
Pleasant words are as an honeycomb, sweet to the soul, and health to the bones.
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cheryl keyes
True Blue Farmgirl
468 Posts
cheryl
millinocket
maine
USA
468 Posts |
Posted - Oct 25 2011 : 11:49:10 AM
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so glad to hear your back on board!!! i know how dibilitating depression is... getting treatment is crucial. this is a great outlet to step outside of your depression a bit. if you need to spill to anyone go ahead and e-mail me i understand. |
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ceejay48
Farmgirl Legend/Schoolmarm/Sharpshooter
13664 Posts
CeeJay (CJ)
Dolores
Colorado
USA
13664 Posts |
Posted - Oct 25 2011 : 11:50:52 AM
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Star, I have been where you have been/are . . . it is a tough, rough, hurting place to be. Just know that reaching out and drawing the ones who care about you close to you will help you pull it all together again. I've been wondering about you and I'm glad to see you back here! You owe me nothing as well . . I hope you'll stay in touch with the farmgirls here . . . cuz we care! Take care of you! CJ
..from the barefoot farmgirl in SW Colorado...sister chick #665. Mother Hen: FARMGIRLS SOUTHWEST HENHOUSE
From my Heart - www.fromacelticheart.blogspot.com
From my Hands - www.cjscreations-ceejay.blogspot.com
through my lens - http://ceejayscamera.shutterfly.com/ from my Hubby - www.aspenforge.blogspot.com |
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buzzn bee
True Blue Farmgirl
1061 Posts
Deborah
Muncie
Indiana
USA
1061 Posts |
Posted - Oct 25 2011 : 12:53:23 PM
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Star,
I have been missing you girlfriend. It is so good to see your name back on here. You have been missed. I thought maybe you had moved away. Always remember, we farmsisters are here for you. You are not alone and never will be. This is the greatest thing about the MJF Sisterhood. By our hearts, we are joined as sisters. We love and care about each other, because that is what sisters do.
Good to have you back. You can never leave us again. If you do, I will chase you down and torure you with a wet noodle.:}
Love ya Star,
Deborah Buzzn Bee
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crafter
True Blue Farmgirl
2313 Posts
lori
Fort Atkinson
Wisconsin
USA
2313 Posts |
Posted - Oct 25 2011 : 2:57:23 PM
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Star, You do not owe me...but wanted to reach out to you. It is a horrible dark place to be...been there more times than I care to mention. I know leaning on the sisters here is so healing. Anytime you need a shoulder or ear I'm here..just email. Sending warm hugs to you. Little steps are huge to us who suffer with this!
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laurentany
True Blue Farmgirl
3259 Posts
Laurie
Patchogue
NY
USA
3259 Posts |
Posted - Oct 25 2011 : 3:15:27 PM
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HI Star, and welcome back! I am sending you hugs and prayers that you are feeling better soon and realize that there are many people who care about you. We all have our moments- some longer than others. What matters is that you have sought treatment and are doing something to help yourself. I think MJF might be just what the doctor ordered! LOL. We are here for you if you need to vent at anytime! Smiles,
~Laurie "Little Hen House on the Island" Farmgirl Sister#1403
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.. |
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Ninibini
True Blue Farmgirl
7577 Posts
Nini
Pennsylvania
USA
7577 Posts |
Posted - Oct 25 2011 : 6:12:44 PM
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I'm just SO happy to see you back with us, Star! I've missed you and wondered what happened! Nothing owed to me, either - I'm just super duper glad you're okay and getting better. It's not easy sometimes, I know. Life can really take you for a loop. But you'll get stronger and things will be okay, I know they will; sometimes healing just takes time, and that's okay! You can do this! Baby steps for now - lots of running later! :) I'm here for you, sister, always - just like all of our farmgirl sisters. It's okay to lean on us! You've always been there when we've needed you, too!!! You'll be in my prayers for sure! Big hugs and a happy farmgirl "homecoming" - Nini
Farmgirl Sister #1974
God gave us two hands... one to help ourselves, and one to help others!
www.papercraftingwithnini.myctmh.com
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Mikki
True Blue Farmgirl
1510 Posts
Mikki
Austin
Indiana
USA
1510 Posts |
Posted - Oct 25 2011 : 6:54:13 PM
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You don't owe me either...I have been where you've been...and still struggle daily. God bless you.
~~Blessings, Mikki Jo
"Courage is being scared to death... but saddling up anyway" ***John Wayne
http://burningmeadowsprings.blogspot.com/
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buzzn bee
True Blue Farmgirl
1061 Posts
Deborah
Muncie
Indiana
USA
1061 Posts |
Posted - Oct 26 2011 : 04:25:20 AM
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Good morning Star!
Just wanted to say hello, and to tell you to have a wonderful day! You are in my thoughts and prayers. Always here if you need me.
Love ya farmsister, Deborah Buzzn Bee |
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Beth Jones
True Blue Farmgirl
3196 Posts
beth
tallassee
alabama
3196 Posts |
Posted - Oct 26 2011 : 06:04:51 AM
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Dear Star, Hope everyday will be a new and wonderful adventure...Thank goodness we can press forward, not looking behind and realize the preciousness of every moment. You will be in my prayers....Smiles, Beth
You can never be to kind! |
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kristin sherrill
True Blue Farmgirl
11303 Posts
kristin
chickamauga
ga
USA
11303 Posts |
Posted - Oct 26 2011 : 06:12:24 AM
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Hi Star. I am so glad to see you back too. I have missed you. I so hope you are back on the road to recovery and back to yourself real soon. It really helps just being here, ya know? I'll be thinking of you and sending bright sunshiney thoughts your way.
Hugs, Kris
Happiness is simple. |
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Beverly Gill
True Blue Farmgirl
1114 Posts
Beverly
Marlborough
USA
1114 Posts |
Posted - Oct 26 2011 : 06:24:48 AM
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Hi Star
You don't owe me----just want to wish you well.
Beverly Gill
There's no place like home |
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dutchy
True Blue Farmgirl
4427 Posts
4427 Posts |
Posted - Oct 26 2011 : 07:25:24 AM
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Hi Star, good to see you again. I've been and am where you are so fully understand as well :)
Hugs to you
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hugs from Marian/Dutchy, a farmgirl from the Netherlands :)
http://pinkprincessdecorating.blogspot.com/ Almost daily updates on me, my home and my crafts
Farmgirl sister # 2410 |
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Killarney
True Blue Farmgirl
5363 Posts
Connie
Arlington
TN
USA
5363 Posts |
Posted - Oct 26 2011 : 10:45:43 AM
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I am a fairly new farm Girl, Star, But welcome back! Your in my Prayers!
Imagine....#3392 |
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sunflowercritters
True Blue Farmgirl
1102 Posts
Debra
Springfield
Maine
USA
1102 Posts |
Posted - Oct 27 2011 : 06:46:26 AM
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Welcome back Star, missed you...
I Thessalonians 5:16,17 Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, in everything give thanks, for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.
Deb-farmgirl sister #462 http://sunflowercritters.blogspot.com/ Be like a Sunflower, Turn your Face to the Son. |
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sunflowercritters
True Blue Farmgirl
1102 Posts
Debra
Springfield
Maine
USA
1102 Posts |
Posted - Oct 27 2011 : 06:47:48 AM
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quote: Originally posted by Debra Swan
Welcome back Star, missed you...You don't owe me anything either. just glad your back.
I Thessalonians 5:16,17 Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, in everything give thanks, for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.
Deb-farmgirl sister #462 http://sunflowercritters.blogspot.com/ Be like a Sunflower, Turn your Face to the Son.
I Thessalonians 5:16,17 Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, in everything give thanks, for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.
Deb-farmgirl sister #462 http://sunflowercritters.blogspot.com/ Be like a Sunflower, Turn your Face to the Son. |
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star-schipp
True Blue Farmgirl
942 Posts
Starletta
Middletown
Indiana
USA
942 Posts |
Posted - Oct 27 2011 : 09:49:32 AM
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Thank you everyone for all of the understanding words and support. I have missed you all so much - each and every sister is such a blessing to me.
If you can't feed one hundred people, then just feed one. -Mother Teresa
Star - farmgirl sister #1927
Master Food Preserver |
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LindaJo
True Blue Farmgirl
650 Posts
Linda
Fargo
ND
USA
650 Posts |
Posted - Oct 27 2011 : 12:02:03 PM
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so glad to see you doing better. you don't owe me. just glad to know you are doing better.
Art cleans the dust of everyday life from the soul. Picasso |
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coaloha
True Blue Farmgirl
502 Posts
Pam
USA
502 Posts |
Posted - Oct 27 2011 : 12:40:15 PM
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Hi Star,
We've never been swap partners, but I wanted to let you know that I am glad that you are back on the Farm and I hope that you feel stronger and more hopeful every day. Take good care, Sister.
Warmly, Pam
Pam Barnes-Palty Phoenix, AZ Farmgirl #1075 Happy member of the Southwest Henhouse
Be distracted by joy |
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BusyBeeMary
True Blue Farmgirl
178 Posts
Mary
Nampa
Idaho
178 Posts |
Posted - Oct 27 2011 : 7:50:38 PM
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Star, Just reaching out with a HUG and good wishes and prayers. I know how you feel, going through STUFF is part of being human. Trust that each step you take to feel better is the step in the right direction. Taking a walk, reading a good book. watching a comedy .... making something with your hands and being good to yourself is a huge step. Forgive yourself for being human and know that depression is a illness like the flu or any other illness. We all have our"battles" and sometimes it feels like we may have lost the war... but you have to keep believing in yourself and those that you love. I have never had you as a swap partner so no worries in that area... but had to just reach out to someone I have never met... to tell you that life gets better and better.. but you have to choose it daily. Trust, faith and love and yes, therapy will get you there. Don't give up because life can be beautiful. Welcome back to the Farm... enjoy the little moments.
To Live a Full life one must LOVE MANY THINGS- Vincent Van Gogh
Mary Fitzpatrick #3232 http//www.Thepurplecrazylady.blogspot.com
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darlenelovesart
True Blue Farmgirl
7714 Posts
darlene
Loleta
California
USA
7714 Posts |
Posted - Oct 27 2011 : 7:57:51 PM
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Hi Star, I am new here so we don't have any swaps, but I just wanted to wish you well and send hugs to you and you will be in my prayers also. darlene
"When we do the best that we can, we never know what miracle is wrought in our life or in the life of another" Helen Keller |
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annemary
True Blue Farmgirl
290 Posts
WI
290 Posts |
Posted - Oct 27 2011 : 8:43:45 PM
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Yay, Star! So happy to see you back. *big farmgirl hugs* Wishing you the best, sister, as you can see, there are many of us here who care about you. You don't owe me anything, either, I was your secret sister last spring, hopefully my packages arrived and brightened your day a little bit. :) Again, so happy to see your name on here. Take care, friend.
~Anne
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sissarge
True Blue Farmgirl
502 Posts
Linda
Montgomery
Texas
USA
502 Posts |
Posted - Oct 27 2011 : 8:47:51 PM
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Star, Welcome back! You don't owe me anything either. Just wanted to say, if we all lived closer we could just sit down, and have a cup of tea. and just talk, sometimes, a good conversation, is part of what is needed. My prayers are with you. Farmgirl #946 Linda |
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