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catscharm74
True Blue Farmgirl
4687 Posts
Heather
Texas
USA
4687 Posts |
 Posted - Mar 31 2009 : 09:35:20 AM
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Well, I now will be graduating next Winter. Due to circumstance beyond my control and once again, ME having to sacrifice, I won't be able to take the classes I want this summer. I am really really really really sad. I have no support around here and be it that I might sound like I am having a tantrum, I do deserve to have one!!! I have sacrificed so much and yet I have not gotten any pay back and I am angry!! I was promised so much yet everything rests on my shoulders without a break. My patience has worn thin and I am really trying to stay positive but I am running out of steam. No one understands and if I hear one more person complain about their life, I just might pop them in the head.
Sorry, I need to rant or else I am going to explode!!!
Heather
Yee-Haw, I am a cowgirl!!!
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crafter
True Blue Farmgirl
2313 Posts
lori
Fort Atkinson
Wisconsin
USA
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Posted - Mar 31 2009 : 09:41:51 AM
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Heather,
I am so sorry that you have been thrown a curve ball. It stinks when we want something to go one way and "other" things come up. Please keep your chin up and lean on the MJF gals- we are all here to support you and help you thru this. Chin up cowgirl!!
xoxo--Lori
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bohemiangel
True Blue Farmgirl
2087 Posts
Bridget
Ligonier
pa
USA
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julia hayes
True Blue Farmgirl
1132 Posts
julia
medical lake
wa
USA
1132 Posts |
Posted - Mar 31 2009 : 09:58:25 AM
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(((((HUGS)))))
Rant on sweetie! Scream and pop your lid all you like! What a TOTAL drag. For some reason I have this image of drinking a few beers with you and hitting and kicking a punching bag. I have the beer but nothing to strike..so I'll have to kick around some pillows or something. AND since it is only 10am, I'll have to wait until later to have a beer with you.
Gee whiz, this is the second time this morning I've mention liquor of some kind! Must be a good day!!
I'm keeping you close my dear..oh so close!! ~julia
being simple to simply be
Farmgirl #30
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ranchetta
True Blue Farmgirl
318 Posts
carol
Marysville
Wahington
USA
318 Posts |
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CountryBorn
True Blue Farmgirl
1545 Posts
Mary Jane
New York
USA
1545 Posts |
Posted - Mar 31 2009 : 2:55:43 PM
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Heather everyone deserves to have a good tantrum, especially a very well deserved one like yours. I would be more than ticked off too!
MJ
There can be no happiness if the things we believe in are different from the things we do. Freya Stark |
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NudeFoodFarm
True Blue Farmgirl
433 Posts
Heide
Benton City
WA
433 Posts |
Posted - Mar 31 2009 : 3:13:47 PM
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Wow Heather!
I imagine us all drinking beer and taking turns at the punching bag too. Julia goes first; being the FarmGirl of the month. We all would be wearing flowers behind our ears.
I always take these times with all the resistance and ask myself what is the most important to me. If it is school, you will remain. If it is community maybe you need to move? I had to change universities and it was a blessing, I ended up changing my majors. The funny thing is now I am a farmer, just payin back those huge loans, learnin right here from the old school of Mary Jane.
Sorry things aren't going as planned but most likely it is for the better and you just have to find the "better" part.
Rest and relax and let your life come to you. Give yourself the much needed breaks, even if it is little ones, like a hot bath in the dark. Or drinking beer and punching bags. . .
Much love,
Heide
Nude Food Farm
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Alee
True Blue Farmgirl
22941 Posts
Alee
Worland
Wy
USA
22941 Posts |
Posted - Mar 31 2009 : 4:25:24 PM
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Awww Heather! That bites the big one! I am so sorry!! Graduating later than expected is a HUGE blow! Mine was later than I expected- but at least when I found that out I hadn't set my heart on a date yet! *hugs* I can imagine how hard this is! I'll join Julia and you in the Cyber girlfriends beer tonight! Cheers around 8pm when Doug is Daddy in Charge!
Alee
Farmgirl Sister #8
www.awarmheart.com
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Firemama
True Blue Farmgirl
1731 Posts
Amanda
Medical Lake
WA
USA
1731 Posts |
Posted - Mar 31 2009 : 6:13:52 PM
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Did someone say Beer?
Heather keep your chin up!!
Mama to 2
FarmGirl# 20
People can only make you feel inferior with your permission, and you dont have my permission......
Dont let the chain of love end with you.....
http://myfarmdreams.blogspot.com/
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sjs
True Blue Farmgirl
247 Posts
Stephanie
Oakland
CA
USA
247 Posts |
Posted - Apr 01 2009 : 2:40:37 PM
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You deserve your opportunities just like the next person. I'm sorry that people are getting in the way... feel free to rant away!
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Learning to live is learning to let go.
Visit my food blog! http://www.wasabimon.com - natural cooking to live for.
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Jami
True Blue Farmgirl
1238 Posts
Jami
Ellensburg
WA
USA
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kissmekate
True Blue Farmgirl
890 Posts
Kate
Delano
Minnesota
890 Posts |
Posted - Apr 02 2009 : 8:55:48 PM
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Dang,I missed hoisting one with you guys.
In any case, hon, rant away. You don't want to bottle this up and pop your cork.
I'll insert the obligitory God has his reasons speech here....
*hugs*
Don't miss out on a blessing, just because it isn't packaged the way you expected. ~MaryJo Copeland |
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createmyworld
True Blue Farmgirl
295 Posts
Beth
Akron
PA
USA
295 Posts |
Posted - Apr 03 2009 : 04:35:38 AM
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Hugs to you... :)
hang in there and rant when you need to!
www.createmyworld.etsy.com
"He who works with his hands is a laborer, he who works with his hands and his head is a craftsman, he who works with his hands, head and heart is an artist." -St. Francis of Asisi |
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