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| dutchy |
Posted - Nov 13 2008 : 04:09:23 AM
Last few days were the worst in as long time.
Done a lot of crying, and just lying in bed with the blankets high and hiding myself from everybody.
My dear friend A. and my pastor finally could convince me to find professional help.
And I did!! I called a Christian counselor my pastor knows quite well, and she will help me. I will go on Jan. 5, can't go sooner because of monetary problems. But Jan. 5 is fine, now I know I will be helped.
I have written a lot on my personal blog lately and just now got an answer from my brother and his partner (puter problems on his side).
They both support me for the full 10.000 % so that is good. My brother is happy I finally see I can't do it alone, it is nothing to be ashamed off etc.
And I guess I was not really ashamed, it was the "indoctrination" by my mom all those 49 years I lived with her.And now I have to live MY life in MY way and on my own terms. And that includes getting professional help.
Thanks for all the prayers gals
Hugs from Marian/Dutchy, a farmgirl from the Netherlands :)
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| dutchy |
Posted - Nov 15 2008 : 05:55:20 AM
Thanks all, for the kind words.
Yes I do feel better now that I know that help is on the way.
I even have a relatively good day today :)
Hugs from Marian/Dutchy, a farmgirl from the Netherlands :)
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| Ga Girl |
Posted - Nov 15 2008 : 05:47:32 AM
Dutchy,so glad you are going to be getting the help you need. You have done the toughest part and that was the admitting you need the help the rest is easy. I will keep you in my prayers.Blessings, Karen
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| Carol Sue |
Posted - Nov 14 2008 : 11:28:17 PM
Hi our girl Dutchy!!!!! By the way, I really like your choice of names.
Marian, you have taken the biggest first step of all, saying I can't do this by myself. It is one of the hugest hurdes we humans take. I am proud of you for that and talking about it.
It alleviates some of the fear associated with not being able to cope. That saying "just pick yourself up by the boot straps and move on" doesn't always work. Sometimes we need help with those boot strapes and some different ways to pull them on becuase how we use to do it, wasn't working. So you do what you must right now, we are here ready, willing and able to listen.
My nurse practioner gave me the okay to be able to say, I am "under" it and need help. She told me that if I ever felt like I couldn't cope with all that was happening in my life, to let her know. I had to. I was grateful that I did. It made a huge difference for me. My biggest step was saying, I need help. So know you aren't alone in this, many of us have needed help. It allows us to be there for each other.
Farmgirl #39
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| electricdunce |
Posted - Nov 14 2008 : 2:05:44 PM
Good idea, it always helps to share our feelings with others I'm sure you'll be feeling better soon. This can be a rough time of year for all of us, the winter light, the cold weather, etc. Take care, Karin
Farmgirl Sister #153
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| Nance in France |
Posted - Nov 14 2008 : 07:26:38 AM
Good for you, Marian. You are a smart gal. You recognized a need, acknowledged your limitations, and searched for a solution, which is so very hard for us humans to do! That is the beginning of happy days from now on, I bet. Hugs to you, Nance |
| Tina Michelle |
Posted - Nov 13 2008 : 7:37:55 PM
Glad for you Marian. I'm glad you have found someone that can help. Hang in there..brighter days are headed your way .
Wishing you the absolute best.
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| MissDana |
Posted - Nov 13 2008 : 7:01:02 PM
Hey Marian, you know what?
You are so loved!
Dana
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| kmbrown |
Posted - Nov 13 2008 : 3:48:53 PM
Good for you Marian for taking the steps to get your life on track the way you want it to be. There is absolutely nothing to be ashamed about in asking for some help. YOU GO GIRL!! God bless you and help you as you start this new chapter in your journey called life. |
| Jami |
Posted - Nov 13 2008 : 11:21:10 AM
Marian - pat yourself on the back for taking steps towards feeling better. You are in charge of your health, physical or mental, it's all one. Keep your chin up and out from the under covers until Jan 5! Hugs.
Jami in WA
Farmgirl Sister #266
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| Lainey |
Posted - Nov 13 2008 : 11:15:02 AM
Marian,
You are in my prayers still and I'm glad you are going to see that counselor. I hope the very best for you and that you are feeling better soon.
Hugs!
Farmgirl Sister #25
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| Alee |
Posted - Nov 13 2008 : 07:36:50 AM
Dutchy- I am so glad that help is on it's way. *hugs*
Alee
Farmgirl Sister #8
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| ddmashayekhi |
Posted - Nov 13 2008 : 07:32:56 AM
You are in my prayers Marian. It sounds like you are on the right track. My best friend is a Christian counselor. She is a superb listener and has been a huge support to me since we met in 7th grade (1972). I know you'll benefit a lot from counseling.
Keep talking to us here! You have lots of farmgirl friends & support, praying & pulling for you!
Dawn in IL |
| chicken necker |
Posted - Nov 13 2008 : 05:06:50 AM
The very best of luck to you, Marian.
FarmGirl Sister #123
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